It was really bad. Like… hoarder bad. And now it’s all clean and sparkly and even organized! She did such a good job and it cost a fortune but it was so worth it. I feel brand new and the cats have had the zoomies ever since she left. Have you guys ever done anything like that for yourself?
Edit: (post-zoom)
So I am in the waiting room at vets, routinary checkup for my cats and I started talking with this lady sitting right next to me. She s here with a tiny kitty in a carrier.
Apparently she is a first time cat owner (rescued a kitty in her backyard) and she is here because the kitty started “vibrating” this morning and she is worried 😁😁😁
Writing here to avoid laughing out loud.
and it feels like ive finally woken up for lack of a better term. i started estrogen 3 weeks ago and at 12:55am this morning (or 20 minutes ago! i suddenly felt overcome by this feeling of waking up. as if my brain finally had processed and put the last 6 years of the hell that was my life behind me all at once. it just kinda happened and it was... wierd. like i didnt have any thoughts or any scenarios i was running through. none of it really matters right now. i just.. feel content i guess.

